coping mechanisms/regrets/cravings never going/ghosts always showing
lyrics
i've figured out the differences
between grime and greed
i'm used to taking what i want
never having what i need
there's the conceited cattle
the bastardized battles
the tellers and tattles
my rhetoric rattles
i wish i wasn't so afraid to speak my mind
i've been spending so much time
wasting all of my time
inducing my eyes blind
just so i can cross the line
i keep lying to myself
saying everything's fine
i try to stay awake because
i'm too scared to die
i feel so much pain
feel so drained
when the rain cries
i feel so pathetic
rolling around in the mud
some days i pray for the end
so i can swim in the flood
a lustful jehovah
untruthful beholder
each day i get older
stinking of dead dirt
may i remind you
i'm right behind you
may i remind you
that i'm always beside you
chasing ghosts
chasing ghosts
chasing ghosts
chasing ghosts
i'll never let go
because i need you the most
it's such a shame
to feel so ashamed
i've been pointing the blame
i play the game
i'm limping lame
it's so insane
like a wasting gimp
flicking lint
but it's alright
i'm switching lanes
in the night
with no lights
i think i'm ready to die
i keep putting up fights
i keep saying i'm alright
but they know it's a lie
i decay and drown
i'm playing make believe
to turn my frown upside down
they say it takes a village
but i nearly burned the whole village down
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