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about
this song is an ode to the left hand path and specific mantras which have helped me begin to understand and cope with childhood sexual abuse, OCD, racial confusion, code-switching, depression and addiction.
a lot of intense navigation, work and reparations have occurred in the past few years... learning to cope with unchecked trauma and learning how to truly love myself in order to love and respect the people/world around me. my life has consisted of a lot of self-hurt as well as hurt directed towards others. occultism and hermeticism have done more for my heart and mind than the organized religion i grew up in ever did. this song is for those of you who spend each day trying to stand on solid ground, even for just a second. love you to love them. love is the law, love under will.
lyrics
i need to love myself
i need to learn to love myself
love is the law
oh yeah
as above, so below
as within, so without
the beginning is the end
let go of all your doubts
credits
released February 14, 2021
Music and vocals by Steffan Rost
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